silence

I've been an unmotivated girl lately. It's just so hard to juggle a career, a life, and still find time to tilt at windmills...I mean chase monsters. So I've been taking a break from the windmill thing, only to realize that I like it, and it's what I really want to do with my life. Problem is, it doesn't pay the bills. So I sink all of my time and energy doing my "real job" even though teaching spoiled college kids is about as rewarding as - well, gosh, I can't think of anything to compare it to. Yelling in an empty room, maybe. But it's time to buckle down, because I have a CALLING, and it's, well, for lack of a better word, it's calling me. And I hear it, loud and clear.